Sunday, November 11, 2007
BFF problem

hahaaaaayyy...me and my friends had a fight last Friday. Right now...i don't know what to do if i would apologize to them or ako pa ang mag apologize sa kanila.

what was the reason?

Monday, November 4, me and my friends are talking about a secret of one of my classmates...and then they were denying that they didn't really actually knew who was the crush/suitor/boyfriend of my classmate. so i believe them...then last friday we were talking at the corridor in our school and then the topic about "my classmate's crush/suitor/boyfriend" was opened again...but that time one of my friends mouth slipped and she said the name of the guy who was the crush/suitor/boyfriend of my classmate without thinking na hindi ko alam at nasabi ng isa sa mga kaibigan ko ang pangalan ng guy so i got mad...because if that sort of thing tinatago na nila sa akin ano pa kaya sa ibang bagay.

i know na nagiging praning ako because of that...i just don't want my friends to hide secrets from me because I'm there friend and they know that they can trust me at alam ko rin that i can trust them that is why i always share my secrets to them even those that is very confidential but then they blew it off...noon pa...alam ko na marami na silang tinatago sa akin but then I'm making myself blind to those things that's why everytime i feel that they are keeping something from me, my trust in them are fading.

all this time...I'm asking myself if i they were true to me and i keep on making friends with them even though i see myself looking stupid in front of others.

but for now...i just want to stay out of their way in case magkaroon narin sila ng tiwala sa akin.