Thursday, December 20, 2007
i just...

Where do I start to tell you? How do I find the right words? When you were the one to choose, will I even have a chance to say.

I miss you baby! I miss you so so much!!!

When will he find out? Wish he'd just pick up the phone and call me and we would talk all night.
I never got the chance to shout and mean every word I say.
I miss you baby.

What will it take to let him know? I feel like there will never be a way to say every word that i want. Why is he always hiding low? Does he even think that its hard for me to say every word? There's just no way to tell him now.

I NEED TO TALK TO YOU.
I NEED TO SPEAK WITH YOU.
I NEED TO KNOW WHY YOU CAN'T JUST LISTEN TO WHAT I TELL YOU.

Every day I spent with him is in and out of my mind, its taking to much space that is why I wish we're always together. All those things we said are replayed over and over, no way to mute my head but it just flows through my mind.


R E J N thought hard on 2:44 AM.